Step into my light...

hmmm…

There are people in your life

and then they leave forever

you think they will be there

for you as a friend for life

but then one day they are gone

nothing has happened to them

except they act as though 

as though you are not there


[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.] Via Dance Or Die

LOST

It is terrible to lose people

even worse when they choose to leave

like you

very high up there

now you are lost

you can know that if you dont want to be 

you wont be

not part of my life

I tried to hold on 

and you slipped right through

thought you would be standing my me

you know on my big day

but you slipped away 

and you will not be there

it is sad that I have lost you

but with loss comes new findings


Noteworthy


do i?

is it weird that I don’t care

about your life at all

but I always wonder what you are doing 

I wonder sometimes what made us fall

we are not something

and I don’t care that we are not

we never will be and that’s great

but I wonder still

part of me still cares

not to be with you but for who you are

if you are protecting yourself 

or just playing all the parts

is it weird that I don’t think about you

but I care about you still


“I’ve got my ticket for long way ‘round
Two bottles of whiskey for the way
And I sure would like some sweet company
and I’m leaving tomorrow, whatdya say?

When I’m gone, when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me by my hair
You’re gonna miss me everywhere
And I know you’re gonna miss me when I’m gone

I’ve got my ticket for the long way ‘round
The one with the prettiest view
It’s got mountains, it’s got rivers
It’s got sights to give you shivers
But it sure would be prettier with you

When I’m gone, when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me by my hair
You’re gonna miss me everywhere
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone

When I’m gone, when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me by my walk
You’re gonna miss me by my talk
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone”



I thought life was hard and that I had no longer cared

I went to the black hole to look for a spark

I can not credit just one soul for making me who I am today

him, a loved friend who left so quickly and taught me to open my heart to others

her, lived by the knife I could not let her bare that pain alone and felt the need to suffer along, but the physical pain is no better than the mental and will leave visible scars, for stories

him, a mental kind of torture taught me to cope with things myself as well as trusting others

them, who held my hand but never knew all the dark thought


what is this feeling?
I feel I have nothing left, my mind is bland and I have no words to speak.
I’m like a dry fountain in July, thirsty for something, anything that will get me going.
There is no one, nothing that can push me.
I try to think, to get my head out of this place, but nothing.
I am trapped in my own blank thoughts, holding me hostage.
So do I move?
I dare say no, for my body is weak and there is no ambition to be found.
…and so I wait…
…motionless

what is this feeling?

I feel I have nothing left, my mind is bland and I have no words to speak.

I’m like a dry fountain in July, thirsty for something, anything that will get me going.

There is no one, nothing that can push me.

I try to think, to get my head out of this place, but nothing.

I am trapped in my own blank thoughts, holding me hostage.

So do I move?

I dare say no, for my body is weak and there is no ambition to be found.

…and so I wait…

…motionless



No matter what you will always be my love, through thick and thin.


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